So im crazy.

Back in High School when this DC Crap was new and Shiny, before Infinite Crisis, before They decided to kill off my boys, I was REALLY into reading fics.

And my OTP was Kon/Bart and Kon/Tim/Bart

So I was reading some fics. And I stumbled on an absolutely amazing Kon/Bart fic I remembered reading forever ago. So hey, fun tiemz to re-read. I mean I liked this fic so much I drew art for it and emailed it to the author (Oh god, that's kinda creepy now that I think about it)

Anyways. I was rereading it today. IDK WHY when I have so much to effing do it's not even funny.

Why is it amazing?



Kon mentally smacks himself. Last week he gets Cassie in trouble for something she didn't even do; this week it's Bart's turn. Fan-fucking-tastic. "No, no, he was! And *I* was-- I just didn't get a chance to talk to him. About." Don't say 'stuff.' Please. Don't embarrass yourself in front of the completely awesome oldschool JSA dude who could probably *still* kick your ass. "Stuff."

Dammit.

Mr. Garrick looks at him a second more, then stands aside, gesturing him in. "Well, come on in, then. Bart should--"
LOL Oh Kon <3

And, well, the whole concept *sounds* good and Mrs. Garrick is kind of smiling like she thinks it would be a cute idea, but that just reminds him again that it's Jay Garrick's house and he can't, he *cannot* do dirty things to a speedster in Jay Garrick's freaking house. It would be like making out in the Batcave or something. And even more than Mrs. Garrick's welcoming smile, *that* thought works just like a big glass of ice water down the front of his pants.

FFFFFF At least Kon has respect for the Old gaiz. Except the Batcave is a turn-on for Tim I mean wat.


He goes down to the pool before he goes inside, and very very carefully scoops up a big ball of water and floats it into the Tower and through the halls and up to Tim's room. Thinks about how much Tim is going to kill him. And then Tim's door *opens* before Kon can get to the control panel, and it startles him so bad the bubble explodes over them both.

Tim's staring at him. He's wearing his boxers, the little Robin mask, and he's sopping wet. He looks like Internet porn. Except much angrier.

"What. The. Fuck."

"I'm worried about Bart!"
LMFAO Tim is Internet Porn

And oh my god mental *images*. "Also?" Kon says, and his voice did *not* just crack, the one good thing about going through childhood and puberty in a tube is that he's never, ever had an awkward phase-- "I think I'm. Kinda gay."

And he doesn't know *what* that look on Tim's face means.

"What!?"

"Bart. He. He sorta *made out* with me--" and that's all Kon gets out before Tim grabs him by his wet t-shirt and drags him into the room. The door closes behind them with swift click.

"You and Bart... made out."

"Kinda."

Tim's got his scary 'we're going to die, but everybody stay calm' smile on. It's seriously freaking Kon out. "You don't just *kinda sorta* make out with someone."


FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

Omg I love this fic. Can I plz to have Moar Kon/Bart? Why is it so unpopular?

Anyways, I reread this fic and was laughing and giggling the entire time. So now that I'm done why am I crying? WTF Self. We could blame the sick. We could blame the lack of sleep. The stress. I dont even know.

Also still on this gackt kick lmfao

Whatever. I have mental problems or something IDK. Too bad I dont believe in crazy as an excuse. Haha.

Straight and macho Taki partners with feminine and gay Goh to form an expert team of bandits hired by the police to steal from the mafia. In July of 2005, DMP introduced one of the most popular creator & ground-breaking series: YELLOW to the yaoi industry, cementing Tateno as a yaoi fan favorite. Finally, Makoto Tateno has created a mini sequel series starring her two beloved characters, which have never been published in print, until now!


Keywords: Straight and macho Taki partners with feminine and gay Goh


Straight and macho Taki

THERE IS NOTHING STRAIGHT AND MACHO ABOUT TAKI. XD

Anyways, Yellow 2 came out two days ago~ Imma see if I can hit up my local Borders and/or anime store and see if its in. Aaaaaaah <3 I'm so excited to see what else she can do with Yellow~! <3


Also:


Here have moar Gackt |D

EDIT: Also forgot to mention someone on DA featured This -> Here

WTF stop looking at my art from high school 8|

Are you feeling fine?
Nemurenai yoru ni wa kimi no maboroshi ga...
She said, "Loving you made me happy everyday"
Ano koro to onaji sa mukaji na kao de hanashikakenaide

Super special awesome thanks to youngavenger cue ras_algethi and brakish for just being awesome friends and cheering me up last night :)



Anyways, cue and I were talking about L'arc and Gackt and Hyde and all that fun Jrock back in High School. And how mezzochan said SMILE was the soundtrack of our high school years.

But we must remember some of our roots.

Malice Mizer |D Fuck yeah, Gackt. I mean, he's creepy looking now and I don't like him nearly as much as I used to but seriously, he's one of the few singers that I LIKE listening to the lives for. As far as I can tell, only him and Miyavi sound pretty much the same as the actual recording. Plus, singing coming from the ceiling with BLOOD spewing from your mouth? TALENT. Seriously, the boy can sing. And like I said, he's actually good LIVE. Now of course, it's different when you're THERE. I remember when I saw Hyde and alice nine. THEY WERE AMAZING in person. But looking at videos of their lives? Not so much haha.

And then I watch the Gackt lives. And his Moon Concert? OMFUCKINGG he was AWESOME. His lives really did sound a LOT like the recording. I mean. The guy really is talented. He can sing, even if he does that Goat thing.

And no, Gackt is still < Shou in the vocal department (at least in my opinion) but as far as consistency? Gackt>Shou. Shou skips lyrics all the time XDDDD; Like lol wat.

And Hyde.... well, he skips whole SECTIONS of songs and confuses his band XDDDD

Miyavi's pretty consistent though. Go MYV

Sooo the video? Just Le Ciel Live. With Gackt singing with BLOOD coming from his mouth.

And Loool Jrock rant wat.

I can't stop crying what the flying fuck.

IF THIS IS A RELAPSE I'M GONNA KILL SOMETHING.

I feel like such shit omg. I might just go to school just to turn in my project and leave :(

My head hurts, my nose hurts, it's runny and stuffy, my body aches, and my throat is killing me :\

FUCK Thanksgiving is next Thursday. I CANNOT BE SICK. THERE IS A DINNER I NEED TO MAKE BECAUSE NOBODY DOES IT RIGHT 8| *Thanksgiving kitchen nazi*

There's scarves I need to make and research for a paper, but I'm so tired I might just go straight to bed when I go home.... Or go to bed after Glee. Man, that show is so cool. It reminds me of OCHSA minus the sports. Good tiemz.

Arrrgh I do not want to be here until 2. I wanna go home :(

What the fuck. I'm getting sick.

AGAIN

Why can't I just be healthy for one fucking MONTH?!

I can't stop crying either, dammit.

I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this.

I can't miss any more school or work. I just can't. Fuck.



So I'm not just a whiney emo bitch, here have a video


I had never seen this PV before when I was really into Gackt. When I was super into him, it was before the days of Youtube haha :B Anyways, this PV's pretty trippy.

I kinda wanna draw something for this universe or whatever. I heard it was the ending to an anime? I kinda wanna see it now. The art looks pretty and it looks interesting.

Huh.


itsu kara ka tooku, karada made hanarete
ima wa kono basho ni boku dake o nokoshite
zutto kawaranai futari da to shinjita
ano koro no you ni mou ichido, aishita

I think this Gackt Phase will pass eventually

HAY GUYS.

APPARENTLY THEY MADE A CLOUD STRIFE COLOGNE.

I wonder if it smells like angst.


ffff do want. Do want very much, if only for the lulz.

Fuck yeah I only read half of my Business 100 chapter and got a 90/100 on the test. FUCK YEAH o/

Also I've been in a very Gackt Mood. This is terrible but unf. It makes me so happy. >: So very very fucking happy. I mean. Idk it's Gackt. And he's pretty awesome. Well, not anymore, but he was awesome back in the day, you know? I just really really liked him. So when I hear some of his music I get that nostalgic happy feeling I guess. IDK. :X

Argh my Shoulder has been KILLING me lately B| PLZ TO STOP DOING THAT KTHX.

This project is never getting done because I haven't even started it ahahahaaa

I am fucking stressed and want to roll in a ball and cry.

Anyways, Just loading a much more organized Sales Post and offering things to the F-List. I had to spend $30 on art supplies today and didn't even get what I really needed. I am not happy. :|


Also The Bootleg Sora Plush IS for sale/available, It's just that I forgot garagesalejapan doesn't allow bootlegs :B So If anybody wants him, feel free to take him off my hands~ IM me or leave a comment here. He's huge please take him oh god I HAVE NO ROOM D:

Also some Final Fantasy and APH Doujin. Whooooo.

DO NOT WANTTTTTTTT

EDIT: GO TO THE LOCKER ROOM DO SOME WEIGHT TRANING
IT WOULD BE REAL HOT TO JOIN THE ARMY

Oh god Gay Pimp. WHY AM I LISTENING TO SOCCER PRACTICE 8|

L-LoL why did I just think of this as a Rufus/Zack song.

O ya. Because Rufus is a gay pimp. Obviously.

Zack: HEY DUDE YOU'RE NOT TALKING ABOUT JOINING THE ARMY OR SOCCER PRACTICE AT ALL, ARE YOU.
Rufus: YOU'RE RIGHT. I'M NOT. *BENDS ZACK OVER*

I cannot unsee. D:
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I finally saw Final Fantasy VII Advent Children complete

Poor ras_algethi I was ranting to him the entire time. XD;;

RUDE'S HEAD IS VEREH SHINY IN HD 8D

HNNNNNNGH WANNA COSPLAY RENO ONE DAY.... I have the goggles now, Might as well XD; Though EVERYONE does Reno :(

Aaaaaah after these scarf commissions I'm gonna work on Tidus and Roxas for ALA;; Oh shit gotta get my CA seller's permit whooooooo. At least that's free 8D

Anyways ACC still makes no fucking sense, nothing was answered except a FEW minor plot holes. Yazoo is still a pedobear and Loz is hilarious.

And we lahv Zack.

So fucking much.

KK also what is this thinking about dropping RP business? Dear brain STFU.

Also
( Poor Zell. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. )

Still talking about Yaoi-con wat.

And of COURSE we were first. That Dedede Costume is never seeing the light of day again. But that hat is |D

Oh god I look so white trashy. Well, I guess that was the point |D

So like, Mom doesn't want me walking to school.
Or riding the bus. Or like, anything.

Because they're afraid I'll have a relapse.

Parents also aren't very happy that I'm working an 8 hour shift tomorrow, then a six the next day;; And then 21 hours the next week.

And school is hardcore stressing me ouuutttt and thinking about commissions is stressing me out along with the art project I need to do for 2D design and I need to help my mom with some invites and aaaaaaah.

So this whole 'being treated like I'm weak and can't handle things' isn't helping because there's things I need to get DONE. It's incredibly frustrating;; I mean, yesterday I spent my whole day (OUT OF MY ROOM YAY) but I couldn't leave the house :( But I called the doctors hoping they'd say my mom was crazy and they were like "loool ya you can't push yourself. Only go to school and work if you NEED to"

B|

ARRRRGH.

But aaah I am tired, though. IDK why. I HAVEN'T DONE ANYTHING. So I really shouldn't be tired. :\

OH but the main reason for this entry!

So As I've been feeling shitty and alskdfj;alsdjfas because work/school/sick, I was not feeling good today.

So the mail comes and YAY I got a Plusel and Minum Pokedolls~! So cute and in such good condition ;-;

And then I get the mail mail and there's a letter to me from dionashi and and and

;-;

He gave me the Pink Arceus Mind Plate Card T___T

OMG dionashi I DON'T THINK YOU'RE EVEN ON MY FLIST BUT ASLKDFAJSD THANK YOU SO MUCH THANK YOU.

I cried ;~;



So yeah. >: omg i love people.

So I've been slipping in and out of consciousness for the past few days and I just had a dream that was like... my friends were around me. And I was drinking this Melon Green tea in like this Asian little pouch drink thing. And it was so cool. And me and my friends were being stupid and retarded and sharing drinks and they were like "LOL we're not even real! We're in your head" and I was like "wat?"

And then I woke up :(

And I had no amazing Melon Green Tea thing D:

I think this quarantine is making me crazy. Or the fevers ahahahahaa.

I took some niquil so Imma probably sleep some more :\

GUESS WHO HAS H1N1

olololol

ras_algethi and jamochalicious aren't believers, though :(

Anyways whoooo no work or school until Monday! Fuck yeah!

So 1-WORK IS ALREADY PLAYING CHRISTMAS MUSIC *SOOOOOOOOOOB* WHY

2-I might have swine flu! Gonna go get tested today if the student health clinic lets me. If not I have an appointment tomorrow. Anyone I was around this weekend miiiight wanna get tested too 8|

Achey body sniffly nose sore throat and cough that almost made me throw up todayyyy not fun.

RAAAAAAAWR

So first of all


Just a preview of the dumbassery you'll see |D

( Day 0-FAK U DOLFIIIIIIIIN )

( Day 1-KA-CHING )

( Day 2-BELIEVE IN ME WHO BELIEVES IN YOU )

( PAINTIN' MAKO'S BOOOOOBS <3 )

DOUBLE POST FTW




OBVIOUSLY, I SPENT TOO MUCH MONEY

YOU ALL WANT TO HEAR ABOUT YCON AND WHY MY TITS HURT SO MUCH

TOO FUCKING BAD

HAVE THIS INSTEAD

( MMMMM WATCHA SAAAAAAAY )

I'M SO SAD I'M BACK HERE IN SO CAL AND AWAY FROM ALL THE AMAZING PEOPLEEEEEEEE T______T

AAAH CON REPORT WHEN I AM NOT TIRED

AND MY BOOB HURTS STILL :( STUPID BINDINGGGGG

I just threw up.
God my stomach

B|